if my co-workers really knew what i was like

I’m sitting here at work talking to this women who thinks she knows it all in regards to sex and men and always has a story to tell that will top whatever you are talking about, she’s been there so she can feel for you kinda of thing..actually rather annoying. She always stands really close to me..which tends to piss me off, like she’s my best friend or something..i can’t write about her on my other blog, she reads that one….ok enough venting…..

here’s the funny part, she was telling me that if a man ever tried to partake in anal sex with her, it would just end any interests she might have had in him..these were her words not mine…and that any man that wanted rough sex, he could just hit the road that she was a better woman than those people who did those things and she would never be friends with someone who liked that kind of stuff (she brings up these subjects not i)

….little does she know, I love a hard cock in my ass, sometimes rough sex is awesome..i still have bruises from monday night when df bit my tits and nipples, my inner thighs.. i actually have teeth marks..and just thinking about having hard intense sex with df, him licking my ass and entering my ass..is totally making me wet..and incredibly horny…and little does she know of the awesome rough sex df and i had in this very office monday afternoon…

and only one other person is left in the bldg..hmmm..mj, if she really knew what i wanted to do with mj, i think she would faint..oh, think i need to go find some place private to put my play with my clit

if any of them knew what i really really loved, how wild i actually am outside of work mmmmmmmmm

a question for men

a question for all these men in a sexless marriage. I’ve been reading some of these great blogs by men who seem to be in a sexless marriage…that they’re wives just aren’t into sex and they are horny all the time. When you start dreaming of strip clubs, and other women, isn’t it time to re-evaluate your marriage? And when you have actually wandered away from the relationship and started seeing the other women, don’t you think its time to just end the relationship?

i’m talking about personal experience here – i am the other women – I don’t want him to break up/end the relationship because of me but because it has ended some time ago…enough to make him seek out other pleasures with me. i know how to keep my man happy, i’m horny 24/7

To all these men who are in a sexless or occasional sex marriage…What happened in the relationship? Was she never into sex? Did she change – totally into sex before and not now? How long are you going to wait? and have you just ever flat out told her that you want sex all the time?
Mood: curious

originally(19) desires
joeguy – February 16th, 2004
Interesting query. I happen to be in a great marriage, crammed full of good sex, even some off-beat stuff. But when what seems to be a safe opportunity wafts in front of me, I tend to take it. Why? Most directly, because I like pussy, and I seem to have the knack of sniffing out women who enjoy a strange cock from time to time. If you’d check out my first posting, you’d read how I went from a quickie fuck with my current friend to a fuck less than an hour later with my wife. Both women seemed satisfied — they had good orgasms, at any rate.

df – February 16th, 2004
I would have to agree with joeguy. I was married for 5 years, together for 10. We started in out teens.. We still to this day love each other very much. We have just accepted the fact that we have different needs. We share a son, which is demanding sometimes. But we have promised each other that NO ONE will come between that.

My current girlfried was a rebound relation ship. Im weak. I cannot be alone. I am afraid to try. I dont consider my self Don Juan. But when the opportunity arises. I take it. I have a confidence issue my shrink says. But I have learned that life is too short to be tied to one person (just me). I want to enjoy what i can, while i can. Sex is not important to me at all. but the pursuit of it is.. I like the first time feelings. the tension between two people wanting each other. I love pussy. and have a fetish for ass.

Even if i was with a woman that totally satified me sexually.. doesnt mean i wouldnt look else where too.. I know im a PIG. but hey i admit it and enjoy it. Hence the reason why I wont get married or have any kids soon..

SMD – February 16th, 2004
df – never said you had to be alone i totally doubt you would seek elsewhere considering what you told me so far..and then there’s the confidence issue..never said I wouldn’t enjoy another woman either..but if she knew what you were up to..would she leave?

joeguy – does your wife know what you do on the side?

df – February 16th, 2004
I think she would leave.. No woman would want their other cheating on them. So i assume she would leave..

SMD – February 16th, 2004
if the arrangement was a mutual agreement, then its not cheating…

but how would you feel if you found your girlfriend or wife cheating on you?

df – February 16th, 2004
well ive experienced the wife cheating. As for my girlfriend. Id prefer not to find out. If she is doing it.. thats fine with me.. Just keep it out of my site..

SMD – February 16th, 2004
df – now you know how i feel..i don’t need to hear about you going away with her. I’m selfish, i want you to myself. The only reason I got involved with you is because you told me you two were breaking up. Break up already!!!

how would you feel if I was seeing someone else?

logical – February 16th, 2004
Sexy — I love your blog! It is very reassuring to know that a woman can be horny and come right out and say she loves sex.

In my situation, I dunno. My wife definitely has a different need and desire level, but a relationship cannot be built on sex alone, or it will fail when the sex goes flat. My wife is my best friend and I would never betray her, no matter how much my desire runs away on me. Sure, I have thought about grabbing someone new on the side, and I have had a couple of offers, but it always comes back to my friendship with my wife.

SMD – February 16th, 2004
logical – i completely agree, sex alone isn’t going to make a relationship survive..but its a big part of it, there has to be friendship too, a mutal respect of each other’s needs and desires. I think that df and I have that friendship and the chemistry between us is intense.

logical – its nice to know that there are men out there like you that want sex all the time and still want marriage

df – February 17th, 2004
I agree with logical. but its hard to find. the last time i trusted someone with all that. she left me.. Im NOT going to set myself up for that again. Selfish of me but thats the way it is. I love sex but youre right, when it gets flat i get bored. Must be why i find it elsewhere. Hence when i do decide to get married again. I will NOT ever cheat. but thats a long time away..

SMD – February 17th, 2004
df – Not everyone is the same, not every woman is the same..I would never cheat on you but you’d have to get me a chance. I’m tired of being alone every night. I trusted you when you said things were ending/ended – was I wrong to trust you in that?

df – February 18th, 2004
and i might decide to give you that chance. but i told you that things with me and my GF are tough right now and more than likely going to end sometime in the near future. but that still dont mean im going to jump right back into a rebound relationship.. I did that once. i dont want to hurt anyone again.

SMD – February 18th, 2004
i don’t want you in a rebound relationship..i just want your body and maybe our friendship will develop into something more someday or maybe not. I don’t want to rule that out… and I don’t want us to stop talking

valentine day blues

valentine day blues Feb 15th, 2004 3:14:27 am EST
and i’m still alone..i’m a little sad. I wish I was the one that he wanted to come home to. I wish I was the one that got those gorgeous red roses. I wish I was the one that was picking up ice cream for him..we could have fun with ice cream…dribbling it over each other’s body, licking it off each other’s bodies…mmmm

It bothers me alot that he still has a girlfriend and I couldn’t stay the night. I don’t like that he still sleeps with her. Although i’ve gotten say, he’s gots guts having sex with me in his bed while she was out.. it bothers me that they stay together because of convience..because its hard to find a place with 2 dogs..i’ll help her find a place!!! I don’t want to hear about them going away together for a weekend…I’m being selfish but i want more….i don’t want to stop seeing him, i like him, i love the sex, i love the way he feels inside me..i thought he was sexy from the first moment i saw him….

update: i’m over the wants and wishes..i guess i was just feeling the valentine day blues. I get that way every valentine’s day..i’m a total romantic and want the flowers and the romance
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the last person i expected to hear from today was my ex..wishing me a happy valentine’s day..at least i’m smiling now..thanks DE

out with the old, in with the new…

I have two guys flirting with me both of whom I find incredibly sexy and cute..but one I thought had a girlfriend and one I work with..well actually both I work with but one works inhouse and one is my vendor..here’s the funny thing

the vendor..DF…came over to my house to look at my computer..and we both know damn well that I know how to open my computer and look inside it..I’m an computer geek..was he checking out my house? I know he was flirting with me..but what gives..girlfriend or not?

the guy in house..MJ..is calling me spike now.which I think from what I’ve heard is an endearing term he uses and wants to go out to dinner…

and there’s a third guy..RP…

I’m so incredibly horny at this point..whom do I choose..whoever makes the first move?

original comments
Logical – January 24th, 2004Trust your insticts. Go with the one that makes the first move, and don’t worry about the girlfriend unless you want it to last.
ourbedroom_him – January 24th, 2004vendor sounds like the better choice — if it doesn’t work out 100% at least you don’t work with him 8 hours a day! On the other hand, who says you have to choose? Why not try all three?

sweet sensations

I haven’t been horny lately, i guess lack of sleep and working so much, I just haven’t been feeling it but this morning..ooooo..first orgasm in weeks..love reading everyones tales of the wicked and sexy..and a little vibration..mmmmm..feeling much better..

I miss having a warm body next to me. I miss the tenderness of a man, the playfulness of pure honest sex, the feeling of contact as he slides into me, plays with my clit and my ass. I love kisses on my back..i love feeling a cock in my ass…

time to find a new man..I’m defintely interested in someone..another cancer, another loner but maybe this one is interested in more than just something to pass by the time..i want more, i want a relationship and I WANT to HAVE SEX EVERYDAY!!! I want to feel wet again when I see the man I’m with…

mmm…back to the vibration..yummy sweet sensations

Charles

I haven’t been blogging for awhile, haven’t really been into it, busy at work, sad from breaking up with someone, so I thought I’d share a story about someone I had an incredible crush on a couple of years ago…

Isis sat down on the edge of the console table as it was the only place to sit in the telco closet and she was tired of standing. Charles swung his legs around behind her and sat down too, asking “can you balance the keyboard on your knees, so we can look at it together?” Isis replied, “yes, I think I can do that but I need to lean against you for balance.” As Isis lean against Charles, she could feel his warm body and smell his cologne. Isis started to move her back slightly against his groin. Charles reach around to the Isis to the laptop, pulling her closer against him, innocently looking at the data streaming from the system across the laptop. With one hand balancing the laptop, Isis reached behind her to rub the small of her back, lightly grazing Charles’ growing member. Charles let out a gasp but said nothing. Isis reached behind her again and fumbled for his zipper all the while looking at the data. Charles reached again for the keyboard but let his hand come to rest on her breast, slowly teasing and twisting her hard nipples. The air between them was hot and sexy. Isis had his cock out and was slowly masturbating him from behind. She could feel him against her back. She wanted more,
Isis lowered her knees to keep the laptop from toppling over, twisted and reached behind and pulled Charles’ mouth to hers. The kiss turned into a deep frenzy but then Charles pulled away, “I’m married, I can’t.” Isis wasn’t about to let him get away with that excuse, they had gone too far tonight to stop and Isis was getting very wet and didnÂ’t want to be frustrated tonight.

Isis stopped her backwards exploring, putting the laptop down on the floor and swung around to face Charles. She pulled him into her again and greedily kissed him while running her hands down his chest, down his belly…

…to be continued…

missing and goodbye d

1/1/04
I miss “d”. He’s been so busy lately that our schedules just aren’t mingling..I haven’t felt really horny during the weeks of work but I swear if “d” touched me right now, I’d be on fire. The last time I saw him was November 1st and it was great, totally animalistic passionate sex twice that night and I really wanted great morning sex but I had to go to work and left him sleeping here..that was hard to do knowing he was still sleeping in my bed and I was working.

I woke up this morning so horny and wanted him to just slide into me, feel his hands on my skin, feel his lips deeply kissing me..just feel the man again would be wonderful.

I have this need for raw sex and then some tender loving sex and cuddling together and then more passionate sex..and kisses on back…when he kisses my back for some reason it totally turns me on like no other man has ever turned me on.

I miss him.

1/8/04
I love the way you hold my head when kissing me. I love the fact that we are so easy and comfortable with each other and we fit so well together. I love when you hold me after we have sex. I love the way you hold me at night when we are asleep. I love waking up to morning sex. I love the way you seem to understand exactly what i want in bed. I love the way you make me feel. I love the way you feel inside me. I love the way you smell. I love the way you express yourself when you are coming, that totally turns me on. I love when you kiss me on my back or trace circles on my back..i never knew that was such an erogenous zone for me. The first time we were together..no man has ever made me want him more than you did that night. I kissed you the first time to shut you up but also because I really really want to taste you, to feel you, the chemistry between us was so strong and you looked so sexy that night. I completely trust you.

and now its over goodbye “d”.

kisses on back

kisses on back
oh so wet
feeling you slide into me
need your sweet taste
mingling with my taste
upon my tongue
kisses on back
turns me on to no end
grabbing my head, playing with my hair
kissing deep, deeper
wanting, needing
delightful play
feeling you close
pushing deeper within
kneading my nipples
from behind
kisses on back
easy, gently
then
harder and deeper
you push within
feeling you come
as my own orgasm
sweeps me along in
sheer delight

kisses on back

kisses on back
oh so wet
feeling you slide into me
need your sweet taste
mingling with my taste
upon my tongue
kisses on back
turns me on to no end
grabbing my head, playing with my hair
kissing deep, deeper
wanting, needing
delightful play
feeling you close
pushing deeper within
kneading my nipples from behind
kisses on back
easy, gently then
harder and deeper
you push within feeling you come
as my own orgasm
sweeps me along in sheer delight

the nipple


this was the first post, the beginning of discovering my erotic side, my erotic nature, my willingness to explore and become aware of who i was deep inside

and now i’m moving my archives over to from indecent to blogger, as I wish my original comments could come along, they seemed to have disappeared for the historical posts